All this time I’ve been talking about bipolar, mania and
depression...but I’ve never actually formally described what these things are.
I suppose I have assumed my expression of the experiences I have had have
provided a description of the disorder. And I do believe experiences trump a
cold clinical description any day. But there is so much misunderstanding and
stigma surrounding Bipolar disorder, so today I thought I’d look at the facts. :)
Bipolar disorder is a universal mental illness. It doesn’t
discriminate. People of all ages, nationalities and from all walks of life can
experience bipolar. Perhaps this is due to the genetic component of the
disorder. Scientists have identified several genes, including the Dysbindin,
Neuregulin and G72 genes which when damaged
contribute to Bipolar disorder. As such, bipolar tends to run in families,
although episodes can be triggered by significant stressors, and in women,
childbirth. It is estimated that about 1.1% of the population suffer from
bipolar disorder
People with bipolar disorder are 50 times more likely to
commit suicide than the general population. That is huge. The suicide rate for
the average population is around 0.01%, in the Bipolar population it is around
13%. What’s more, nearly half of individuals with Bipolar disorder will attempt
suicide at least once. Extreme depression and psychosis resulting from lack of
treatment are the usual cause for suicide.
A bipolar depression is nothing less of horrific. Unlike
Major Depression, often there is no apparent cause for bipolar depression. A
bipolar depression can persist for months and may become so severe that
psychosis results. Traditional anti-depressants used alone generally have
little effect, and can even trigger manic episodes. Unfortunately, because many
individuals affected by bipolar seek help during depression rather than mania
(which may be enjoyable), they are often misdiagnosed with Major Depression and
treated accordingly. Individuals who present with mania may be misdiagnosed
with Schizophrenia. Consequently bipolar is one of the most difficult mental
illnesses to correctly diagnose.
Symptoms of mania can include pressured speech (or talking
REALLY fast), racing thoughts, needing less sleep and not feeling tired,
grandiose beliefs (for example, I started to believe that I was superior to
everyone else because I didn’t need sleep to function but they did), and
general euphoria. People may become impulsive (e.g. spending lots of money,
quitting their job) and promiscuous. But
there is a dark side to mania; during a manic episode people can quickly turn
irritable and even aggressive. They may experience hallucinations and
delusions.
There are three main types of bipolar disorder; Bipolar Type
1, Bipolar Type 2, and Cyclothymia. Bipolar 1 is often described as your
classic manic depression. Individuals experience episodes of depression and ‘classic’
mania. Episodes are generally severe (particularly manic episodes) and often
result in hospitalization.
Bipolar 2 is often described as a less severe form of
Bipolar. But I’m not sure I agree with that. People with Bipolar 2 spend more
time experiencing depression, which can be incredibly severe. While individuals
with Bipolar 1 may have months or even years between episodes, those with
Bipolar 2 are more likely to rapid cycle between episodes and experience
chronic mood swings. People with bipolar 2 are also more likely to take their
own life. However people with Bipolar 2 do not experience full manic episodes.
They experience hypomania instead. Symptoms of hypomania are similar to mania,
but on a lesser scale, and there is rarely any psychosis. As it was described
to me once; during a board meeting someone with hypomania may talk excitedly
and present many ideas. On the other hand, someone with mania may dance and
sing upon the table. Hypomania is difficult to detect because it can be
disguised as productivity. Hypomanic individuals often feel creative, complete
many tasks and feel exceptionally confident.
Cyclothymia (or ‘Bipolar Lite’ as Stephen Fry once described
it), is a milder of form bipolar where individuals experience mood swings from
mild depression to emotional highs chronically over many years.
If you are wondering what type I am...I’m not actually sure
;) Out of curiosity I have asked two psychiatrists whether I am a Type 1 or 2
and neither were able to answer. One told me that she didn’t believe in ‘typing’,
that if an individual had bipolar, they had bipolar. The other told me that it
was very difficult to fit people into a specific box, that everyone experiences
their own illness differently. Looking at the symptoms I can’t even decide for
myself what I would be, and I’m guessing this may be the case for others too.
So there it is. A description of Bipolar disorder. I promise
I will write about something more meaty next time ;)
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